My Poem PagesText Box: A cute little bundle   A cute little bundle All wrapped up with love A present from heaven Sent from above Skin soft as velvet Heart filled with gold Eyes sparkling like diamonds A dream to unfold Hair made from silk Smile bright like the sun Your cute little bundle A new life begun

Text Box: A hug   A hug is priceless A hug from a loved one or a friend says they are there for you without words A hug from a stranger acknowledges that you need support Without them needing to know the details When tears are flowing and I retreat I don’t want you to look away because you don’t understand I need to you be with me and hold my hand I don’t always need you to speak Just be there Be there and say nothing but open your arms When I am sad sometimes there are no words of comfort They say flowers say a thousand words A hug says a million A hug is priceless

Text Box: A Wish   If I could be granted a wish A dream that could come true I’d wish for a lifetime of yesterdays That I could spend with you I’d wrap you in my love And comfort you in my arms I’d fight off any evil And keep you safe from harm I’d tell you all the things You never got to hear I’d make a million memories To hold of you so dear I’d make the clock tick slower To buy us lots more time A magical cure for all your troubles The doctors I’d help find I’d paint a beautiful picture of you Upon my fragile mind So the days I’m lost in despair My way home I could find If I could be granted a wish A dream that could come true I’d wish for a lifetime of yesterdays That I could spend with you.

Text Box: Angel wings   One night when I was sleeping An angel took my hand She asked if I would help her I didn’t understand I went with her to heaven Where she handed me a gift I opened it with interest And suddenly felt a lift Inside the present was fluffy and white It sparkled with fairy dust And angel delight There were feathers escaping Up into the sky Then all of a sudden I learned how to fly The gift that the angel Had given to me Was my own set of angel wings So I could be free.

Text Box: As I sit and wonder   As I sit and wonder I wish upon a star That if I close my eyes I could be where you are We could once again be happy And in my arms you’d be Everything would be different You would stay with me I would see you smile and grow In my heart I’d feel a glow All that you were and all that you’d be The perfect angel for all to see

Text Box: Beneath the mask   I wear a mask to protect me So no one else can see The pain that I am suffering Since my baby had to leave me   People ask how I am I tell them I am fine But beneath the mask I am heart broken And crying all the time   Beneath my mask I am lonely With just my thoughts and me Of all the memories we never shared And all that should have been   My mask helps me seem normal It helps me to fit in People only see the mask And cannot see within   If they do not see me crying And they do not see me sad I won’t have to feel guilty For making them feel bad   Sometimes the mask is choking Its difficult to breathe I want to leave the mask behind I just want to be me.

Text Box: Dear Mummy   I know you didn’t want me to go You wanted me to stay and grow I know you didn’t want me to leave And because I did, now you must grieve. If only you could see it here, then you would understand When I left you there that day the angels took my hand I didn’t want to go with them, but instead to stay with you I tried to tell the angels that I wanted daddy too They led me up to heaven, and showed me through the door They showed me this fantastic place I had never dreamed before The skies are filled with sunshine, not a drop of rain The air is filled with laughter, no suffering or pain There is no fear of bullying, any violence or crime We have no war or poverty here, we are happy all the time The angels are loving and giving, no harsh words ever said I even grew some angel wings and have a cloud to lay my head I wanted to say thank you for loving me enough To send me here to be an angel I know it must be tough You didn’t let me suffer for any length of time Now in the arms of other angels I will be just fine Although you cannot see me now I haven’t gone too far When you look into the night I am the brightest star I’ll be here waiting until one day when You join me in heaven and we’ll be together again.

Text Box: I am so glad you were here   All my wishes granted The day that you were born Your tiny face looked up at mine With a cry, a stretch, a yawn Your tiny fingers And tiny toes Dark black hair And squishy round nose A beautiful baby Skin so soft to touch My perfect daughter Who I love so much I grieve for your smile I long to hold your near Although my heart is broken I am so glad you were here

Text Box: Falling Deep down we fall to unknown Rotating, dropping, sinking Then all is still once more.

NextBackText Box: These are my poems I have been writing the past few months. Having never written poetry before I suddenly had an urge to write and haven't stopped. I have surprised myself at how well they have come out and feel very proud of them! I have also found it a huge release to get some of my feelings out and straight away started to feel better in myself for doing so. I would recommend writing poetry to anyone now, it is fantastic therapy! My aim now is to somehow get the poems published, possibly in a book, then donate most or all of the proceeds to Children's Hospital Oxford where we hope to name a room after Jazmin! Happy reading... if you wish to use my poems on any other site please email me first as it is only polite!! I would also ask that you give me the credit for writing them! Many Thanks Toni x

 

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